Feeling better ^^

I'm feeling better today.

Laughed a lot in school, thanks to Vivien!!!

And when I came back from the school, I started to load videos from TuDou.

I watched all the videos about 'Lao Da'.

He's really cute and I like to hear his voice.

I felt much better after listening to his voice.

Especially when he started to tell about all the lame jokes.

From the videos, I can see that he actually faced a lot of difficulties in his life, but he still managed to stand up and prove to his parents that he can make it in his music life.

Although he's only 21 years old this year, but I can feel that he's mature enough to make his own decision in life. He doesn't want to see his parents to suffer.

He's a strong young man though.

He didn't give up easily.

He started to play music since young.

He even bought a guitar when he's around 15-16 years old (*if I'm not mistaken) although his parents didn't allow him to play with music.

A few years later, he told his parents that the University in 'Si Chuan' offered him to study there in music field.

But unfortunately, the fees to enter that U was really a big amount for his parents.

They couldn't afford him to study there.

When he knew that his parents couldn't afford him to study there, he cried loudly because he wanted so much  to study in that field.

When his relatives found out, they borrowed him money to further his studies.

Before he entered the U, he told his mom that she won't regret for sending him to U, he will prove to them that they made a right choice.

When I finished watching this about 20 minutes video, I was touched and I couldn't say a single word.

You see, a person like him wanted to study so much even though he had financial problem, but what about me?

I live in a so-so family, my parents still afford to provide me money to study, but I didn't work hard for it.

He told in an interview that he hardly talked to his dad.

However, his parents went to see him on the day that he got the 'Champion of The Week' for a singing competition.

My eyes were filled with tears when I saw his parents cried because they blame themselves for not taking care of him well.

He was crying and singing at the same time.

This is not a compiled story, this is a true story which happened to a young man in China.

-How i wish I could be as brave as him-

love 'Lao Da'