Friday, July 30, 2010

changed ^^

Everyone thought i'm actually a very talkative and easy to mix around person.
But, what you see me now is totally NOT me.
I'm just pretending to be like that so that i won't get bully or looked down by anyone.
I still can recall back how's my secondary's life last time.

SMK Kelana Jaya
Form 1- Every girls are wearing the 'tudung' when i first entered my class, only 3 were not wearing 'tudung' including me.
I was so scared that time because i have no friends to talk with or even to share my problems with.
My seat was at the center but far far away behind.
And my mind was thinking, 'how come all the girls look the same?'
Hahaha =D
*It's because the girls were wearing 'tudung' and i can't recognize their faces.*
I hardly talked to anyone that time because my English and Malay weren't good.
And there were these teachers who really helped me a lot when they knew i was the only one who came from chinese school in class.
Cik Low and Pn.Goh.
*If i'm not mistaken.*

F2- Kinda comfortable after a year in that school.
And i have already started to mix around and talk to people.
Michelle Tan, my new chinese classmate 'rescued' my life.
I finally have someone to talk to and can communicate in mandarin.
I was so happy that time and we were sitting together.

F3- PMR year.
Nothing special for this year. 

F4- Can speak Malay fluently.
Many people thought i'm a malay and i was kinda sad when they say that.
My English was very bad because i normally talk to all my malay friends who only speak Malay.
*Not to say that my English is very good now.*

F5- This year was my most talkative year throughout these 5 years.
And i started to know that when i open my mouth, then people will only talk to me.
That's why i was forced to talk so that people will know who i am.
So i was quite famous when i was in that school.
*Oops!*

SMK Taman Sea
But ever since i stepped into this SMK Taman Sea school, my whole life has changed.
I became extra talkative and crazy when i'm with my new bunch of friends.
=)

miss ALSY

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