十月一号了

没有失败过的人是不会感受到失败者的痛苦与烦恼，
他们只会啰里啰唆地讲一大堆道理。
这几天做的噩梦经常把我给吓醒，
感觉好害怕、好痛苦、好孤独，而且还很无助。
真的要被我的命运给打败了，
无法抵抗！
‘问神婆’说我一向来命运都不好，
这个我非常赞成，还举脚呢！
所以我觉得我的命运很小气，
才会常常乱发脾气！
这也不能完全怪我啊，
我是无辜的！
再这样下去，我想我应该赶快去投胎换世好了，
免得我在这里当寄生虫！

咻一下！把我想说的话差不多有1/8吧，都诉苦完毕，剩下的暂时保留吧！

它

有时候我很想快点把它给抓住，可是却怎么抓也抓不到！
但是，当我把它给抓住时，偏偏却想要远离它。
有时真的给它追得上气不接下气，超级恐怖！
聪明的你一定猜到我所谓的它是什么了吧？
哈哈……没错，‘它’就是我们珍贵的——时间。

最近在追看一部叫作“我可能不会爱你”的台湾戏。
虽然只看了两集，可是却让我学到了不少东西。
非常期待下一集的播出！

戏里的其中一句话对我而言很印象深刻，那就是“拥有就是失去的开始”。
到底是为什么呢？这一句话是代表什么意思啊？
对我来说太深奥了，也许是我的脑袋还没成熟吧？
竟然会不明白……？

戏里面的台词真的写得很棒，所以才会吸引到我吧！
当然也少不了俊男美女的演出，哈哈！
说实在的，那位叫‘阿NIC’的长得还不赖！

在中学时期的我，说实在的真的很希望我可以快快的长大，然后当一个上班族！
可是现在的我后悔了，真想回到从前！
我这才发现原开来长大了也不是一件好的事情！
太多事情需要想，烦！
为什么时间过得怎么快呢？
为什么时间不能‘放长假’啊？
也许时间停止，我就不必长大了，永远都会停留在这个年龄，那该多好啊！

上班族的世界真的有够恐怖，除了上班以外，大多数的时间也只能给家人了。
（叹气……）
真的很没意思！

HOW?

He's extremely stubborn!

I cannot stand him anymore!

I want to quit from his life!

绝望 =(

真希望这一切都不是真的！

我真的不知道应该怎么做才可以继续完成我的梦想……

我真的很难抬起头做人！

为什么我的命运会有如此的下场？

为什么好事一个都没有降临到我的身上呢？

看着身边的人都有成就了，难免我会很伤心。

因为我到现在都还搞不清楚自己真正要的是什么。

我真的是无药可救，简直是个败类！

梦想……

人因为梦想而活着，可是我的梦想已经破灭了……
我该怎么办？
朋友们的安慰不可能带给我什么。
我知道我的家人一定会失望，虽然外表上他们没怎样。
上不了大学是我自己的错，怪不了任何人！

中秋节快乐！

是的，今天是农历八月十五，也就是华人所庆祝的中秋节！
今天的月亮特别地圆，一边看着弟妹们玩灯笼，一边听着爸爸最爱听的老歌。
“你问我爱你有多深，我爱你有几分……”
哈哈……没想到这首歌会出现，因为这首歌对我来说是一首抒情的爱情歌，跟中秋节毫无关系 =）

再过10分钟，我就要和家人一起追看一部刺激的电影了！很期待！

最后，在此祝全世界的华裔——中秋节快乐！

嗨嗨！

太久没上来了，突然之间觉得汉字有些奇怪。
哈哈……大概是我太长时间没有用汉字了吧！
时间真的过得很快，一眨眼已经到九月份了。
很怀念每天都有目标的生活，无论是难过还是高兴，因为有目标的生活才有意思！

这几天想了很多事情，在想着的当时眼泪也再无受控制之下流了下来……
我长这么大，也是第一次哭得那么伤心……
痛苦、难过、绝望，这些都是导致我崩溃的原因。

最近，我听到了一首很有意思的歌曲，歌名叫‘好的事情’。
第一句的歌词非常吸引我——休息，是为了走更长的路……
嗯，对！我现在休息是为了以后可以走更长的路。
不管未来我会变成怎样或是做着什么，我都不能抱着玩的心态‘走’下去，而是有一个明确的目标撑下去。
当然我不知道未来的我会是成功或失败，可是如果我现在放弃的话，我真的很对不起我自己。
我不想一辈子都给人看不起……
一时的难过和快乐只是短暂的时刻，可是成功和失败却是一辈子的！
看着身边的朋友都已经有各自的目标，一个一个地到大学去深造了，难免我的心会有一些失望，因为我也想到大学去做一些我喜欢做的事情。

P/S: 没有什么事情是不可能的，只要有恒心和坚持的话，梦想一定会实现！

为什么？-.-

我不明白他们到底要我怎样。
无论我做什么都要唠叨个不停。
我在公司已经够烦了，回到家还要帮我洗脑。
我只是很久没有见我朋友所以才想跟他们聚一聚啊，难道这也不行？
逛街，吃吃饭。聊聊天而已，又不是去不三不四的地方……
天真的我去年还以为你们对我说的话都是真的，可是却令我失望极了。
什么考试之后就可以到处去逛啊，到几夜都没有人管你……
听得我多开心。
我知道你们是在关心我，所以才会不让我玩到太夜，这我可以理解。
可是为什么久久见面一次却不让我去呢？
我已经‘放飞机’他们很多次了，都快没有脸见他们了。
大人们的世界真的那么难理解吗？
我真的感到很厌倦，很想离开这里。
我真的为了他们而改变了很多，我也尽量让整个家庭开心起来充当开心果了。
可是，我不开心又有谁察觉到呢？
他们都认为我只会发脾气，难道连我自己一个人伤心也不行吗？
我真的受够了！很讨厌！很烦！不想再理会了！
在这里发泄就好了！
我相信明天一觉醒来会把这些烦恼给忘得一干二净！
加油吧！我可以熬过去的！更何况这又不是第一次！
希望我工作可以顺顺利利，最重要的是不要再被骂了！=）

六月！

好久没有来这里‘扔’字了！
突然之间发现，还有大概25天左右我便可以自由了！
很开心！也很伤心。
伤心是因为我再也没有收入了。
真的是所谓，世上无难事，只怕没有钱！
说也奇怪，我好久没有‘type’华语字了。
感觉好生疏……

最近也不知道在忙些什么，时间老是不够用。
因为实在是有太多戏要追了！
时间啊，我真不知该如何‘应付’你啊！

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This is my twitter acc http://twitter.com/#!/imYouNGkyh

Next Monday will be a holiday for me!

At last!!!!

15th April already^^

I hope time can RUN faster coz I really miss study soooooo much!

so BEAST!

BEAST is in Thailand now =(

Why don't come to M'sia??

Aww~

another Saturday ^^

My sis and I went to Ridzwan's house in the afternoon.

The reason we went there is because he'll be leaving next week to further his studies.

I'm sure that I'll miss him.

I know this guy since form 1 and I thought he's a chinese when I saw him at the first sight.

We were quite close during f4 and f5.

Kinda miss the way he laughs. XD

All the best to my dear friend!

讨厌！

真的超级讨厌他放屁！！！

恶心死了！

说了几百次也不会听！

到底是怎样！？

OMG!

Omo omo, it's been such a long time since the last time I updated my blog!
Oopsie!
So I'll just write anything that just come across my mind.
Last week 14th to 18th Feb was a normal week for me because nothing special happens during that week.
Only works -.-
Then on the 19th until 20th of Feb, I watched My Princess and Dream High for the whole day long.
So syokk!
That's why I managed to cover almost all of the episodes within 2 short days!
Which is equivalent to 20+ episodes!
On the 21st of Feb, which was the results day!!!
Hahahaha =D
Failed!
Not going to talk about it here!
That's all for today!
Lazy to write already!
Ciao~

Friends ^^

11th of Feb
I went out with a bunch of friends, mostly seniors.
Had steamboat dinner together at YK's house.
Was having so many fun there, chit-chat, laughter, gamble...
Snapped pictures with one of my closet friend, Vivien.
Reached home about 12.00am.

13th of Feb
Tracy and I went to Naomii's house.
After that, Tracy's boyfriend fetch us to The Curve.
3 of us went for lunch together at Kim Gary.
I had Cheese Baked Rice as my lunch.
And I would like to say thank you so much for the lunch ya? (to Tracy's bf)
Then, her bf went back to work.
Both of us then went to watch movie at 3.25pm.
After movie, we went to shop for awhile.
Lastly, her bf once again fetch us home.

Balik kampung lor!

Balik kampung ^^

work work work =(

18th of Jan

Work lor! Nothing else.

19th of Jan

Happy Birthday Kong PaPa!

Sorry err coz only bought you a small coffee cake ^^

20th of Jan

Thaipusam Day.

I'm going to dye my hair later!

Hahahahaha =D

happy weekends!

15th of Jan

Woke up very late today because yesterday night drank red wine with my relatives.

And then went out with Ah Gu, Mnada and Adrian at night.

We had our 'yum cha' session at Asia Cafe, Sunway.

Reached home around 2a.m..

16th of Jan

I went to SP with F3 today.

We ate Pizza Hut for lunch and Thanks To the waiter, we were forced to finish up 39 pieces of garlic breads.

Ah Gu bought a Little Miss shirt in Jusco.

As for me, I didn't buy anything because of money problem.

=(

17th of Jan

Paper Cut on my wrist!!!

Ta-Da!

11th of Jan

2nd day of my work.

Nothing special happen.

12th of Jan

3rd day of my work.

I starved for like 5 hours.

Thanks to my *****.

At night, my sis, mom and I went to PM which is located near my house.

Feel great coz I bought many clothes. ^^

13th of Jan

B2ST!!!!

I feel so sad coz I didn't get to see B2ST's performance in Bukit Jalil.

Urgh!!!!

And their press conference was held at the Hilton Hotel.

Surprisingly, I was there too due to our company's CNY dinner.

But unfortunately, our dinner started at 7pm which was too late for me to meet them.

Sigh. What a waste!

After the dinner, my sales manager sent me to Jaya One.

He's very kind and nice.

Then, my parents and I went to PM at 'Chao Yang'.

Reached home about 11pm I guess?

14th of Jan

Yesterday night we went to our relative's house to have dinner.

Reached home about 12am.

Slept at 1am.

Actually, recently I don't know what to post on my blog.

=(

But one thing for sure, life is getting bored and stress.

hate it!

today is my first day of work.

filing~

stupid internet!

一个字来形容——烦！

还没有做工，就烦我怎么还没有开工。

现在找到工了，又烦我的衣物。

以前在学校已经够烦了，毕了业更烦！

在外烦，回到家也烦。

为什么样样东西都那么烦？

有谁可以带我远离这个问题呢？

很辛苦咧！

感觉像是快呼吸不了了。

‘烦’啊，我拜托你快快走吧！

STUPID!

told you so, miracles won't happen on me!

Band 3!

happy birthday to my YoSeobie ^^

Happy 21st Birthday little monster!

Sing more songs this year!

So Beast!

whatever!

NO PHONE NO LIFE!

AND I HATE IT!

happy new year ^^

Happy new year everyone!

I'm officially 20 now.

Sigh, getting older and older already!

And this is my 200th post in the beginning of the year 2011!

Time passes really fast isn't it?

And soon my MUET results will be coming out.

Kinda worried.

Yesterday See Kiat, Atiqah, Benjamin, Chai Theng, Stephanie, Vivien and me went to Audrey's house.

We had our BBQ party to welcome a brand new year!

We even watched fireworks from there, there were so nice.

BBQ session started at 8pm and ended at 2am something.

I reached home at 3am.

=)