BAD MOOD!

NO MOOD!!!

NO MOOD TO STUDY!

NO MOOD TO DO ANYTHING!!!

-stupid shit-

 

想念他^^

我很想他。
想念他的微笑。
想念他的声音。
想念他的冷笑话。
想念他害羞的样子。
想念他拿着把吉他唱歌。
想念他回答问题时的表情。
想念他的一切……一切……
我多么希望你会发专辑，演戏。
祝你有个美好的前途。
我会永远支持你的。

-老大，加油！-

什么？

陈老大竟然被淘汰出局了，真的太不像话了！

很伤心，没有想到他居然会被武艺给打败！

陈翔，希望你不会太难过！

心情糟透了！

during Business lesson..

我和俊强又再比赛作诗了。
俊强先开始：
月亮圆，地球圆，你的脸像一个球!
到我了：
~月亮大，地球大，你的头更大！
月亮没有空气，地球有空气，你的样子没有的时候有和相反！
~月亮黄，地球青，你的脸色很鬼青！
月亮有鬼，地球有人，你不像人又不像鬼！
~月亮是圆的，地球也是圆的，你的脸却是四方方的!方块酥！
月亮是很远，地球不是很远，从远看到你的脸就要跳！
~月亮很美，地球很壮观，你的脸……我看到就想呕！
月亮是可以看到，地球也可以看，但是你的脸是不可以被看！吓死！
~月亮有嫦娥，地球有人类，你的脸上有豆豆。
月亮有很多洞，地球有豆腐，你的脸有洞和比臭豆腐更臭！
~月亮有空气，地球有人气，你的脸只会放屁！
月亮上没有东西，地球上有很多东西，你的脸有很多黑黑的东西！
~月亮有鬼，地球有鬼，你简直就像个鬼！
月亮有鬼，地球有猪，你和猪都是一样。
~月亮没有蛋，地球有蛋，你就是那个笨蛋！
月亮没有笨蛋，地球有笨蛋，你就像一个臭鸡蛋！
最后，又给他赢了！
-.-

during history lesson..

Adrian started it first!
Bumi bulat, bulan bulat, muka anda pun bulat.
Then my turn.
~Bumi bujur, bulan lengkung, muka anda pelik.
Then his turn, and so on...
Bumi bulat, bulan cantik, muka anda bulat tapi tak cantik. XD
~Bumi besar, bulan pun besar, muka anda lagi besar!
Bumi cantik, bulan gemuk, muka anda memang besar tapi memang tak cantik.
~Bumi ada lubang, bulan ada banyak lubang, muka anda berlubang-lubang. XD
Bumi terang, bulan lebih terang, mula anda lebih tak terang!
~Bumi ada orang, bulan ada makhluk asing, muka anda ada TAHI! =)
Bumi ada laut, bulan ada tanah, muka anda ada tahi lalat! Ha! Ha!
~Bumi tinggal orang, bulan tinggal makhluk, muka anda tinggal kesan tahi.
Bumi ada pencemaran, bulan ada pembaziran, muka anda ada pertambahan tahi lalat.
~Bumi berwarna hijau dan biru, bulan berwarna kuning, muka anda berwarna GELAP!
Bumi besar, bulan jauh, dari jauh muka anda memang kelihatan besar!
~Bumi ada rumput, bulan ada pasir, muka anda ada BANYAK BULU.
Bumi ada batu, bulan ada batu-bata, muka anda macam batu! Keras!
~Bumi berbentuk bulat, bulan pun berbentuk bulat, muka anda berbentuk segi empat!
Bumi ada manusia, bulan ada UFO, muka anda macam hantu...
At last, Adrian won!

sweat -.-

恭喜！

恭喜老大再次获得周冠军，顺利晋级5强。

当晚的赛事是这样的，谭杰希、李炜和老大一起争夺周冠军。在第一轮，杰希和李炜先由媒体朋友们投票，成绩是李炜胜出。在第二轮，则由老大以14：1打败李炜，直接进入5强。

下星期的比赛不会有周冠军了，因为5位都是非常优秀的选手。

我希望老大不会辜负我们，一定要挤进3甲才行。

加油了！

Feeling better ^^

I'm feeling better today.

Laughed a lot in school, thanks to Vivien!!!

And when I came back from the school, I started to load videos from TuDou.

I watched all the videos about 'Lao Da'.

He's really cute and I like to hear his voice.

I felt much better after listening to his voice.

Especially when he started to tell about all the lame jokes.

From the videos, I can see that he actually faced a lot of difficulties in his life, but he still managed to stand up and prove to his parents that he can make it in his music life.

Although he's only 21 years old this year, but I can feel that he's mature enough to make his own decision in life. He doesn't want to see his parents to suffer.

He's a strong young man though.

He didn't give up easily.

He started to play music since young.

He even bought a guitar when he's around 15-16 years old (*if I'm not mistaken) although his parents didn't allow him to play with music.

A few years later, he told his parents that the University in 'Si Chuan' offered him to study there in music field.

But unfortunately, the fees to enter that U was really a big amount for his parents.

They couldn't afford him to study there.

When he knew that his parents couldn't afford him to study there, he cried loudly because he wanted so much  to study in that field.

When his relatives found out, they borrowed him money to further his studies.

Before he entered the U, he told his mom that she won't regret for sending him to U, he will prove to them that they made a right choice.

When I finished watching this about 20 minutes video, I was touched and I couldn't say a single word.

You see, a person like him wanted to study so much even though he had financial problem, but what about me?

I live in a so-so family, my parents still afford to provide me money to study, but I didn't work hard for it.

He told in an interview that he hardly talked to his dad.

However, his parents went to see him on the day that he got the 'Champion of The Week' for a singing competition.

My eyes were filled with tears when I saw his parents cried because they blame themselves for not taking care of him well.

He was crying and singing at the same time.

This is not a compiled story, this is a true story which happened to a young man in China.

-How i wish I could be as brave as him-

love 'Lao Da'

我的人生...

我总是觉得我自己很失败，很没用，读书也不长进。

我真是社会中的败类，寄生虫。

不管我怎么读，怎么背都好，都读不进脑。

真不知道我的心里在想些什么。

这连老师也觉得我有什么事情在烦呢！

其实我什么事情都没有，我正常得很！

我大概应该是太过压力了吧，连呼吸也显得比以前虚弱了许多。

我曾想过去寻死，想过怎么死才不会痛，可是就是没有这把勇气。

于是，我放弃了这个念头。

爸爸妈妈老了许多，也唠叨了许多。

我恨他们啰啰嗦嗦，可是仔细一想，毕竟他们都老了，怪她们也没用。

所以，每当他们唠叨，我都只是在听，没有斗嘴或什么的。

其实，我真的很想赶快到外面工作赚钱，可是我没有学历，谁会请我呢？

我很懊恼，超烦！心情很复杂。

平时我最喜欢做的事情就只有玩电脑，看电视。

爸妈时常骂我为什么不读书，可是我都没有理会他们。

我知道是我的错，也知道读书的重要性，但却办不到。

奇怪？我到底是怎么了？

有谁能好心地告诉我呢？

眼看大考也将近了，很怕，不敢面对，种种的压力都浮现在我的脑海里了。

但，我没有办法了，我只能走一步看一步了。

当我伤心难过想发泄的时候，我都会在厕所解决，然后当作没事发生。

我不喜欢跟人家分享我的伤心事，所以都一直憋在心里。

虽然很辛苦，很难受，可是这就是我。

在学校，我也不会刻意去让别人发觉到我的伤心，因为我不喜欢别人同情我。

我只会一直嬉皮笑脸地让每一个人开心，逗大家快乐。

世界上有奇迹出现，可是我活到19岁了，都没有一次发生在我身上。

那如果你问我信不信有奇迹的话，等我等到奇迹发生在我身上的那个时候再回答你。

我现在最需要的就是“鼓励和信赖”。

Feelings ^^

Happy

Sad

Mad

Blur

Crazy

Hyper

Disappointed

Lost

these are my feelings now >.<

-Gambateh to 'Lao Da'-

我是单眼皮女生 =(

我很不满意我的眼睛！

我喜欢的是双眼皮！

单眼皮对我来说很苦恼！

救命！

photos ^^

enjoy ^^

birthday boy Adrian

birthday girl Amanda

birthday girl Evonne

3 of them! 'HAPPY BIRTHDAY!'

funny specs-thx to YngHui and Vivien

here comes the food that we had at Tokyo-G

Vien's

Amanda's

Evonne and mine

Adrian's

sushi's time

Manda and me

me and Vien

Evonne and me

ki-siao family

ki-siao family 2

we met our PA teacher-Pn.Tan

Again!

their b'day cake

hope they enjoyed their day

there are more pictures in fb.

lazy to upload here.

and I didn't take any pics with my zaizai Adrian.

sigh.

-.-

that's all for today.

tata~

3 合 1 ^^

今天，我和Vivien一起帮Adrian, Amanda 和 Evonne 庆祝生日。

本来我们打算到Seoul Garden 吃的，可惜Bulan Ramadhan 没有学生价。

真的很气人，很扫兴！

在没办法的情况之下，我们选择到Tokyo-G用餐。

我们在那吃了很多寿司，真是津津有味。

我们还在那里拍了很多相片，迟些再上载。

I forgot what's this call.

but it taste good.

*i'm an egg's lover*

在一个礼拜之前，我和Vivien到IKANO做了这些……

and very random picture...

this is the birthday present from Huey Lin for my 19th birthday.

thank you.

*love-shaped strawberry chocolate*

good luck to Chen-Xiang!!

yahoo~

tmr is the day!!!

can't wait!!!

eww~ T_T

never am i going to eat mutton AGAIN!!!!

pizza!!!

yesterday i ate 3-4 slices of pizza.

and b'coz of that, i was kinda sick.

nose blocked + no appetite to eat my dinner.

i only ate a bowl of porridge for my dinner.

i slept for more than 10 hours yesterday.

but when i wake up this morning, i still feel very tired.

today we had full rehearsal for hari koko at the hall.

the bad thing is, our club is not going to perform on that day.

how sad T_T

this year will be the last year for me to perform in this school but unfortunately, teacher don't want to give us a chance to perform.

not to say that teacher don't let, just that we all wanted to perform modern dance but got rejected.

the reason is, out club is 'kebudayaan', so have to perform traditional dance only.

but the thing is, we all don't want to perform traditional dance.

so that's why we cannot dance.

sad sad sad =(

No Apologies..

today, all the lower and upper sixers were given a talk on sex education.

so we didn't study for the whole day just to listen to the talk.

actually i have attended this talk before when i was in form 2.

there were lotsa activities that have been carried out through the whole talk.

some activities were exciting but some weren't.

games/activities that i think it's kinda fun was the 'teh tarik' session.

this game goes like this, everyone will be holding half a cup of chemical.

then everyone has to move around the class to pour the chemical to another person's cup to exchange the chemical.

when a person pour his/her chemical into another person's cup, then their chemical will mixed up.

you can exchange as many as you want.

after that, Mr.Peter added some powder to each of our cups.

so what's the purpose of having this game?

Peter asked us to check whether our cups has any bubbles in it or not.

if it does, that means STD has been infected to one another by the 3 carriers.

*oopsie, the 3 carriers are the one who has a dot on their cups.*

i think the most interesting is this game.

by doing that, we can actually know more about STD on how it carried to the another person in a short period of time.

-took another PLEDGE-

who will be my next witness?

=)

esok ada raptai untuk hari ko-ko.

^^

today ate 2 slices of pizza!

yum yum =D

tomorrow have AGM for koperasi.

another slice of pizza will get into my stomach.

XD

快乐男声2010

最近在看中国的一个歌唱秀叫作“快乐男声”。

在12强里最让我印象深刻的有两位，包括了武艺和陈翔。

武艺虽然在高度方面有点矮小，可是声音却很好听。

而陈翔呢则外表一脸忧郁，人们都称他为忧郁王子，歌声非常动听。他会弹吉他，而且他有一张明星脸——李俊基，韩国演员。

超喜欢他们，希望他们会战到最后。

加油！！！

=）

test test test =(

it's midnight now -.-'

clock strikes 12am.

actually it's time for me to sleep.

the weather is so cold and nice.

i'm sure i can sleep tight without switching on my fan.

aww~

it's so nice even though i'm just thinking about it.

so why am i still here with my eyes are opening?

the first thing is i'm still chatting with my friend.

second thing is my sister is speaking too loud on the phone.

-.-'

nah~

i'm going to bed soon anyway.

goodnight everyone!

Ash is the best!!